recently ive been feeling off about the way i present myself.
im not a cool person to speak to, socializing is very hard for me if you haven’t met me. i slouch, i dont eat very well, im kind of a grump

i want to be honest online about who i am, but its so difficult to be truthful. there’s almost too much time to prepare what you want people to know about you, if that makes sense. i feel dishonest when i post art because im still learning and y’all don’t understand that learning art takes copious “stealing”..

im stealing ideas people!

not in the same way you steal ideas for a take-home essay, but in the way you learn a new language. it still feels dishonest though.

im not even that good, i just want to share thoughts on my progress